Journal no. 3

was supposed to present today but again, was postponed to next week.

one student's work was super impressive. seriously amazing stuff.
before he presented, the tutor already said that he had the highest marks, and by the time he got to his slides about design development, i was totally depressed and captivated at the same time.
professional presentation of images, depth of thought, effort in developing the ideas, application of a wide range of inspirations, technical design skills, mixing and matching images...

was annoyed with myself because i didn't try to develop my ideas at a higher level and didn't/couldn't make use of the design examples given in class.

after he was done, the tutor was telling him how she and the main tutor were so excited by his work,  how he was beyond the second year level and he should look into academics...

anyway, i will transform my overwhelming feelings of 'not-good-enough' into motivation for doing some work. after the post is published.