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tomorrow is the final "exam" i will have here.
the last academic milestone, in a way.
feeling strangely nervous because i have to wake up earlier than usual. and i forgot what i wrote in my dissertation so i have to read it again.
tomorrow the examiners will look at my practical work, which is my video installation. i don't have to prepare a presentation but it's still frightening to be there while they assess my work and maybe ask questions that will make me flustered and unsure.
i have to imagine that my work is separate from me so i don't panic.
kind of dreading not being a student anymore.
the other day my classmate randomly met some people and they immediately made friends. she's Chinese, studying to be a teacher, and said something that stuck in my head for quite long.
she said that we shouldn't just work for others, but should start something ourselves.
of course, that brings to mind my dad, who ironically told me to look for a job like yesterday.
my dad is an entrepreneur.
but what can i start?
difficult questions.
anyway i made fried chicken a few days ago. i can cook a number of things now. pretty cool.
